09.12.2010

In pain ..heart throbbing , juz becos of u , thinking of u , and the future , if we really have the affinity i believe we will be tgt , and i have to work harder to get ur heart if we really do have the affinity ^^ :D

7.12.2010

2nd person actually should be mengxue , but cos i quarreled with her , isabelle immediately replaced her ^^ , what i like abt isabelle is , when we say abt cheryl this and that we made her angry and it seems like soo fun :D . Shes fierce at times , scary ... like monster , The one time when i got to know her better was when we were organizing a surprise birthday party for cheryl ^^ , it was soo much fun wrapping the present , baking the cake and eating marshmallows :D , And she was greAT giving advices to me when i popped white heads on my forehead :) , And when i quarelled with mx i will normally tell her , and she will care sometimes , and say lol at the end of it , i think tt's what i like abt her , though we badmouthed each other before ... ^^

1.12.2010

Today damn bored so , starting from today i will start doing blog post for my beloved frens :D , first of cos will be my bff lar , Neo Na nyang :D , she is the one who always be by mine side when i need her , she give me good advice at times , and really entertains me well ^.^ , She listens to my sick stories , and some haolian ones :D although she is bossy and unreasonable at times , i still love her no matter wat cos she still cares for me . At times , she is having bad mood , she let it out on me :( and i cant really control me temper too :) so we will end up quarreling , badmouthing each other and calling each other names , but normally a few days ltr , we will be back to square one again :) And she knows i damn hate to say sorry :( i dk why lar , but no matter wat i just dont like to say sorry when it comes to serious matters even though i am in the wrong , i also love her cos she bickers with me like no ending to it :D , and sometimes she praises me but she hate it when i start prasing mself and smirks when others praises me , due to cos she is jealous hahaah jkjk :D I will srsly miss those times when u let me sajiao , and do things tt i like but u dont really like :) and understands me when i am sad :D hope tt we can meet up often in future , hope tt i wont forget u :D

17.11.2010

Hello ! :D was happy again after getting to eat strawberry tart from bakerzin :D

16.11.2010

Shout out to the one who confesses to me 3 times hor .. u know who u are , dun be a hyprocrite lar , Want to like people still dk my real and fake self , i dun like u then u want how ? { make me regret? } wat kind of guy are u ? ask my frens not fren me ? wat generation liao still fren dun fren .. -.- i just wished tt i never met u at all lor , not to say still acept u as a fren { i regretted} , u pisses me off , still want like me ? cant get me ? dun need to sad until cut urself lar, want my attention nia .. -.- lame lor , use your brains and think lar , which girl will want a guy who badmouth and sabotage the girl he like ? no one !! u find me one girl who accepts this kind of guy like u , i say u pro -.- , And those people who judge me today , u know who u r lar hor ! dun need me name out rite .. { if u want , u are ultra thick skin lor , want me name out but dare not admit! } Let me tell u something dun judge me even if u know me lar hor.. u know me ultra well meh ? even my parents no judge nor criticise me , u stand where wor?! {to criticise me }
Those who judge me has double the no life and is wearing double the mask , that the normal fakers are wearing .. So in plain words u are all just HYPOCRITES ! , If u all cant except flaws , just dont get close to me nor befren with me {simple rite?!} dun after know me liao , still become my goodfren or even worse bestfren then ltr behind me badmouth me lar , then i confront u , u say u never talk abt me ?! Arent u all way more no life then me ? FAKERS !

27.10.2010

But somehow i just cant forget u... all along trying to get your attention , thats it . I wonder has my feeling for u fade or wat?! Now when i see u , my heart dont beat fast , u talk to me , i wont be shy to dont answer , when u were flirting i dont feel anything , but somehow i will still recall those happy memories we have with each other ,and i hope u remember them too :) , but it seems that the feeling has fade ....
i wonder whether to continue crushing on you , on just set my sights on some other guy ... -.- {somehow mao dun here }

26.10.2010

After making some observations , i realised all along i have been bluffing myself tt he may like me too .. somehow.. but i was soo wrong , i am just gonna start forgetting him from today in order to have happy and wonderful feelings for other guys who likes me for who i am and appreciate me for who i am . And not using me to , spite any girls :) I rather u had a crush on me , instead of me crushing on u ...

2.10.2010

Hey hey hey !!! GOt all wat i wanted for children day , except A GAME called jojo fashion show 3 , hmph !! still must wait until dont know when hiaz... sorry guys lazy to upload those photos but if u want u can go and see the album i created on facebook :) And in another 4 days time it is PSLE hope i can get 230 hiaz.. bye :)

1/10/2010

HEY guys !! Happy children day !! haha although i havent got all my gifts yet ... but i am sure soon all will be here by saturday :) i will do it on another day about my children day "s gifts
HIAZ /..... today heart broken into many pieces ... When i see you with another girl chatting happily , making them laugh , seeing them making u smile , it just hurts me ~ i tot i could just let you go ... but i cant ... now i tell myself if u dont show me any care just let me go gently ... and i will just let it go too ^.^ '


IF you dont appreciate me , dont break my heart nor play with my feelings !

20.9.2010

Hey ! YO! haha hmm ... have lots to talk abt but.... let me summarise it ~ soo 1st of all soon it is going to be my last children day as.. i am12 this year !!! hiaz ... next year going to be 13 ler , YEAh !! Teenager ler next year ^.^ . So seriously i hope to get alot of presents for children day { heehee , hinting to all of u arr... } And another thing is today that Neo na nyang ask me post abt her ~ haha pervert , keep on laugh , tell me jokes , although i feel she abit sot sometimes but i still appreciate her sense of humour ?~ better then her bad temper ... definetly dont need to say :p And soon in another 17 days time it is going to be PSLE haha my first important examinations u know! hahah abit excited as i can get freedom in another 17 days time ! nrvous n scared becos ltr result come out i maybe will faint { not good then will faint ~] hiaz,... -.- good nitez ^.^
Wait !!! havent finish yet .... ermmm. i have already completed vampire knight { the two whole seasons ^^} Kaname senpai soo handsome ... zero also .... envy Yuuki -sama alot ~
Now watching , Ouran high school host club n kaichou wa maid sama ~ arsh ! Misaki n Usui soo sweet soo romantic , in ouran high school club the best that i like is the twins , tamaki senspai , Honey senpai and haruhi ^.^ go n watch then can talk more to me ~ >3

31.8.2010

Sobs , sobs , wailing a few mins ago just now .... becos of a stupid cut on my leg , although it is not an intentional one but it looks ugly on my leg !!! soo when i look at it , i started crying ... Cheryl u should know tt i dont cry often or maybe 1 year cry 2 times only ... but this time becos of this cut i cried ... i felt soo sad , but also no choice , blame it on my carelessness ~ sobs... U all might think tt it is just a cut .. wont how der lar , but i scared it cant be alright like it used to be .... hiaz.... i cry soo much until my eyes want to swollen ler ~ forget it think about the happy things , tmr i am going out with mx and i have great frens all around me { try putting a smile up } :/

29.8.2010

HEY HEY HEY !!! I miss u All viewers ! love ya ! HAha feeling so hyper now ! Dont know why also ?! , soo lets start with the good memories which have been etched in my heart. is tt now since prelims is already over soon it is going to be PSLE , and i seriosly hope to get good results ! And after PSLE i hope tt those i invite to go out with cheryl and i will accept it politley ..... , dont give me no face.... -.- BTW i really miss hymn these few days hiaz... my number 1 when r u going to speak to me like we use to again... sianz... And just a reminder to all , watever u say to me that is negative , i will turn a deaf ear to them cos is either u r jealous of me , or u r just being unfreindly to me ^_^

13.8.2010

Today is my Daddy's birthday . Sorry daddy for not wishing u a happy birthday , i froget all about it , anyway u also never off today .. haha i will give your Bdae gift to u tmr lar ! haha , Btw seriously , i really am stressed out by the exams date haha , Hope everbody who know me will wish me good luck on every exams ^^



And i want to wish goodluck to the above people i listed here .


Cheryl neo
Isabelle soh
Natalie eng
Shuanne
Marilyn
Weiyin
Cleon aw
Chen zhaoxing
Alvin toh
Lavania
Peh jing wen
yup tt all about it ... good luck guys ^^

27.7.2010

U always say i act cute ?! PLS lar , use your common sense can anot ?! u think i very free arr , everytime act cute... So what if i act ?! Do u need to just keep commenting on it , Or judge it ?! U dont have to !!! But u just seem to be soo free to do soo , So if u say i am unreasonable , pls think twice , watever i do , dont bothers u at all , or maybe u can also say None Of Your Businesse!
I want to thank cleon for pei-ing me for lunch , and ya thx alot !!!
<3 lessons
<3 Snacks

Hate : Sabotaging

24/7/2010

Had a great day with Cheryl neo , Zhao xing & Cleon ! We went to causeway point for a phototaking and lunch , During lunch , it seriously is irritating with somebody kicking your leg and throwing ice at u ... while u r eating your burger !!!!! And durin the movie time cleon just kept saying that he is full and stuff haha , The best part was when we were at The park , we played catching and we sweated profusley hmmm ... hope we can get more of this times ~ muazks love today to the max !

18.7.2010

Today my little monster super adorable lor ~ She ask me to accompany her sleep afternoon nap , i say i dont want then she keep on say pls , soo cute , actually wanted to take photo with her but no camera =( . Arr soo super adorable :) wish she can everyday treat me soo good =)

15.7.2010

Hey~ today was not a good day at all !!!! Grrr..... irritating , annoying , horrible!
On 14.7.2010 , has already plan with cheryl to stay in the libaray till 3.45pm but something crop up due to her personal reason. And that seriously anger me lots~
And she didnt tell me in school , tt make me feels she is irresponsible . And another thing is when we surprise her infront of her house , she only told wat is her personal reason , to isabelle . And i was like....... i am the one who is being left out by u and u dont tell me the reason , soo unresonable lor. Then still tell cleon that i use natalie , annoyed by u ! Call cheryl at about 9 plus , then she give me those sian voice like i own her like tt , then after tt i give her sian voice or maybe a little ;louder only then she keep on complain , soo irritated ! But the good thing is isabelle and natalie came to my hse =) And we had a great time .

5.7.2010 * special post*

So since u dont want my forgiveness , forget it , like as if i got force u to ask me for forgiveness ! U said u TOLERATE & PACIFY me ?! U sure bo? dont anyhow praise yourself leh! U tired of our frenship then just give up lar , Nobody ask u to hang there like an idiot wat... And pls dont put words up into my mouth kay?! I never apologise cos i dont feel i am in the wrong . And this time we quarrel , it is all your fault kay ? u started it first , example : your stupid lame jokes tt hurts... and when i told u i dont like it . your reply was ... " my problem is it ?!" N tt was the reason we quarrel , soo in actual , i am in no wrong at all ... And how come i didnt see u infront of isabelle tell her " i hate u!" as a joke... It seems tt u love seeeing me jealous becos of u ...
Like i care?! I more sick n tired sia , And pls for goodness sake we dont even had a 10 year fren relationship at all lor , stop writing it as if it was some kind of great deal ! And seriously i will choose mx instead of u =)
BYE ~

5.7.2010

Having moodswing now , dunno wat really happen to me , but the feeling seems down to me ~ Tmr having group meeting , haha , hope nth will go wrong , cos i am having a sore throat hiaz... And 1 thing that make me piss off is tt why r U swearing all over the place , i was like innocent lor ! maybe not very innocent but still quite wat~

2.7.2010

HAha.. now u're telling me that u really regret it ... Once again i will just tell u , its all too late to apologise .
Cos i have already given u the chance to be a bestie to me at tt moment , when i told u tt i dont like your jokes , but u dont seem to care. And whenever we quarrel , u say u will change but did u ? NO , i will say cos i dont feel it , Maybe i will only talk to u in group works or watever ~ but pls dont take it seriously cos i am not going to have the thought of forgiving u ....

28.06.2010

Hiaz .... i dont know what to type but still feel like doing this post.... . Seriously today my form teacher is leaving the school , and he just let us know today , we never even get to prepare any gifts or watever ~ A few of my classmates cry { no offence , crying is normal } I felt like crying but dare not cos pai sei ...... No matter what, i am sure i will miss Mr Chew lots and lots , Miss him for his cold stare , scolding , and funny jokes and some meaningful advice at times~

PS : next time i see u , i am sure i will greet u :)

26.6.2010

Heys! long time no bloggey ler... soo... on 23rd of june i have been to science centre to watch the nature of forces or something like that ~ it was enjoyable , as we get to be free { like a wild animal } exploring the science centre on our own , i felt sad or maybe just a little disappointed as , i have seen u a couple of times , but u are just either ignoring me or avoiding me ..... but if i am not wrong i have seen u observing me or either daydreaming ~
On the 24 of june , i went to cheryl's hse to do a chinese project .... after completing it , She went to my hse to record a video of cherwinn's cooking , it was Soo MUchy Fun , miss that day soo much too~
On the 25th of june , i have been chatting with my " kor" , he said tt he will not be able to online till next month , cos of something... { i lazy to type } seriously i will miss him der , { u all dont think too much } miss him cos nobody will chat with me afterthat ? no lar just joking .... the actual reason is , if i am not wrong lar : nobody will accompany me to do a dare of making videos until next month :p But also good lar, cos need to concentrate on homework and revision ler hiaz ....~ :)

16.6.2010

Hey guys , i know that i havent been blogging these few days ,sorry lar my bad ... btw have found out a few nice songs , if u want the name of the songs u can come ask me i am very willing to tell u guys :) , soon in another 5 days time i will have to go back to school for some class , but i think it will be fun as i will be able to see all my frens again .. the most excting day will be going to Science Centre , i know u all will be thinking am i mad ?! it is just a science centre trip wat is soo special about it ..... I also dunno why i will be excited for it but , i know it is going to be fun ! soo that is maybe school reopen then will blog again bax ..

09.06.2010

Hey! i am back from KL ! at there was soo muchy fun , hhaah got lots of "Treasures" back home, example, clothes,umbrella,necklace,hairband,wallet,lip balms . Got a new haircut there, haha the first time i am trying out for bangs instead of my old fringe . I think i look quite good with it , but abit not use to it yet , haha. At there we have to take taxi to the hotel and back to the airport , both the taxi driver were soo friendly :D . Btw i dunno wat happen to my MSN it has :D
Calling out to cheryl : want to meet me anot?! hahah call me if u want :D

29.5.2010

Hi, actually wanted to blog yesterday but too tired ler ^^. btw yesterday the whole process was : morning 10.35am sit cheryl's dad's van to northpoint ^^ . During the short trip to northpoint , on the van it was fun and fascinating we sat behind soo it was a bit stuffy and hot . The road was bumpy ,soo we was like swaying here n there hahah that was fun to me ! AT 11.10am the show started ,it ends at about 1pm. After the show we went to woodlands for a neoprint taking and lunch at macdonald , lunching at macdonald was fun and enjoyable btw the credits goes to cheryl cos she chat with me about almost everytime , soon it was time we head back to yishun again ~~ when we was in the mrt, cheryl almost molested me ! just kidding lar,she almost pulled my zip down while losing her balance on the train ! soo she just kept laughing and laughing non stop . To me i tot she sot already leh hahah . when we went back to northpoint , we head to BERRYLITE ! the ice - cream was great! if u have the time go n try it ! haha . And the best thing to end the day is cheryl having dinner with my family ! haha she kept saying she soo paisei . BTW cheryl i am sorry okay ?if i have broke your heart or anything like that cos of mx n me soo soo sorry is all i can say , cos she is my fren too i just cant give her up just like that . hope u understand ^^ ANyway today mx scares the freak out of me today ! cos we are having lunch together , after lunch she say why dont we take a different route back to my home i say ok, that make me regretted cos while we were walking on that route she say why dont we take a walk near the jungle or maybe a forest, i say dont want straight away , she ask me why ? i say i simply dun want ,she have no choice but to follow me haha , i ask her why she wants it , do u know what she told me ?! she say she want to have a adventure in there , then i keep looking at her to the eyes wonder if she have gone mad! haha , and u should why i didnt agree to her request , cos simply the reason is becos : 1st i am timid , and 2nd it is very DANGEROUS !

22.5.2010

Hey long time no blog ler , heheh lazy mah if not how will i get the nickname little piglet . Anyway just a few days before i made a new bf i must say { just think straight } . And his nickname is "Monkey " lol . Today i went to Orchard early in the morning for no reason , actually is to eat steamboat lar, quite nice , atmosphere was great ! but i am bloated becos of brother in law lor , order so many kind of Balls . example { fishballs, beefballs, prawnballs,octoupusballs} He cannot finish still force me to eat sia , hahah i almost fell alsleep while eating cos very sian mah . Then at nite go for dinner at yio chu kang , i didnt eat rice cos scared put on weight will fat somemore i also not hungry :) I still dont really quite like little monster attitude today. =)

12.5.2010

Hi my little diary, i am feeling very down now , as i just got scolded by my mum . Because of what ? Because of that STUPID LITTLE MONSTER lor ! i hate her lor she make spoil my thing then act blur , say sorry . got what use ? say sorry the thing will be ok meh ? then my mum keep on say i narrow minded . very selfish and very immature . So what i am immature , i am still your child rite ?? I feel u r so bias lor , u treat her soo good and gentle , then to me u scold me say i this n that . That really hurts me , sobbing now.
Now i am telling myself tmr will be a better day as tmr is my last paper for this term n that will make me stop feeling so much of tension in my life .
Broken Hearted now...... How i wish she understands ................ sigh ......

8.5.2010

AS the saying goes , a leopard will never change its spots. That saying same goes with U . U kept saying u were just playing with me , but i hate this game that u r playing and i told u before, but did u ever listen ? Let me tell u something , maybe now i am not as angry as yesterday but i want to let u know that one day this STUPID game will make U lose me as a fren ! { NO OFFENCE } I Feel that U are a little hypocrite , as behind her back u say these n that but infront of her , U say u r just playing with me . Examples { Now u got mx why dont u go n find her ? , u now got mx dont want me is it ? , u now got mx very big lar ? } DId i ever say all these , no i didnt ! these are things that u have been putting in my mouth ! And in my mind i am thinking i can accept isabelle as my fren or even good fren , why cant u accept mx ? and why r u saying those examples that i have listed ? DID i ever say all these to u just because of isabelle ? Anyway tmr is mother ' s day , and my family and i have celebrated it at mandarin hotel ' s restaurant . It was a buffet and the atmosphere was very good too , the variety of food were awesome ! but the trip to there was about 30 to 45 mins . that almost made me fainted as i didnt get to eat my breakfast . Anyway i can recommend u to that restaurant as it was really Great !

5.5.2010

AM i really not better than her ? Or is it because of the age ? Or the act ? Or the face ? Or maybe even the Personality ?
Ayway i have not been posting much as there is nothing to post . I am just asking myself this few questions . Sigh ............. :(

29.4.2010

Today Oral was difficult , Sigh.... . Hope tmr will be better and easier . SO what if u feel angry or jealous or i am unresonable . That is your problem , because when u have her u dont care me at all , and u say because i have mx and i did it to u before . Since u say so it means u r small minded !
So now it is my turn to do it back to u , u should accept it !
And u tell me that , she tell u to try leaving me for 1 week , and u r considering it that means u really have the intention to leave for 1 week although u didnt say it but u have the intention and it make me upset for the whole day do u know that ? it hurts so badly deep inside my heart :( so i dont think i am in the wrong for what i did to u . Luckily mx pacify me in the end :D

27.4.2010

I Didnt say i am Perfect ok ? Stop putting words into my mouth ! Although , maybe my actions and facial expressions make u feel like i am telling u i am Perfect . But i am not okays ? I hate it when u shout at me for no reason , i Hate it when u threaten me , i hate it when u dont feel like doing it but force yourself to do it and in the u shout at me again . Let me tell U I hate the feelings okay ? I never shout at u for no reason .unless u do something that i dont like . Anyway i am not trying to quarrel with u . Just hope u know what i hate .

26.4.2010

Today form teacher didnt come to school but we still have homework to do n i splited class for math it was fun ! Get to chat with cheryl n isabelle lots n lots of stuff . love that feeling but is passes very quickly :( later havin tuition so sianz...

24.4.2010

Why are u always agitating me , and later badmouthing then finally saying sorry . What is the point of doing that ? i seriously dont understand . Anyway today was quite fun as for lunch we ate Sakae sushi but in the nite soo sianz lor eat porridge as brother in law not feeling well. lol

20.4.2010

IS she really better than me in your eyes ? I hope not :D . Anyway 2day supp class was quite relaxing not so stress as i get to have a nap during LC . Today during chinese dance was quite fun as i get to Bicker with MX fpor at least 1 hour bax ! So funny lor ! lol :D TMR i will be having chinese dance SYF wish me good luck ^_^

19.04.2010

AHHH..... today in school quite boring lor . I almost doze off leh :( Anyway my form teacher found out my bad habit already leh . { keep going to facebook hahah } Quite upset with friendship today as cheryl keep on say mx this mx that .... making me feel so vexed all times lor . at that moment { hate her to the core }" no offence :D anyway she always like that mah so i realy hope that she can change her habit lor :) The last thing to say is .. it seems that chery dont really want me to go with isabelle n her to the library . anyway i also cannot go ... haiz dont understand her sometimes !

18.04.2010

TOday went to BUGIS with MX N MUM. Saw lots of colourful and pretty clothes , ate lots of delicious food. EXAMPLE :goreng pi sang , western food , cheesy hot dogs and strawberry sweet . After that we went to a shopping mall , so crowded lor make me n mx feel so siaN. Anyway today rain again haiz... i wonder when then it can stop raining for 1 day ? had a fun day 2 day =)

16.4.2010

Today sooo boring lor , raining again ... haiz , But luckily in school get to play games and get to talk with frens love it ! TODAY the old cow came to my house hahah :D and she Kenna paint on her fingers . TOday in chinese supplemetary class do comprehension so difficult lor . and very boring although can waste time lar btw next friday still got supplementary class plus CIP surely very tiring one ! hope i will have a fun day tmr :D

15.4.2010 Soo TIRED b cos of .....

Today very tired sia .... all because of chinese dance :( anyway today abit sian lor because of not enough sleep. Then Cheryl keep on say i dont want to talk to her because i have MX . Cheryl always like that one lor :(
Cheryl hope u can understand me better ! and i had a great chat with u during science class :D love it !





I HATE RAINY DAYS WITH THUNDER N LIGHTNING , b cos i very SCARED

If u want to link me or watever ... 14/4/2010

Although this is the first post , but let me start off with this first . Dont ever Badmouth me or say that i Copy your stuff or things like that unless it is copyrighted { the legal one } . If i am in the wrong let me tell u a Sorry in Advance . Anyway i am quite excited that i have created a new blog again ! =)