09.12.2010

In pain ..heart throbbing , juz becos of u , thinking of u , and the future , if we really have the affinity i believe we will be tgt , and i have to work harder to get ur heart if we really do have the affinity ^^ :D

7.12.2010

2nd person actually should be mengxue , but cos i quarreled with her , isabelle immediately replaced her ^^ , what i like abt isabelle is , when we say abt cheryl this and that we made her angry and it seems like soo fun :D . Shes fierce at times , scary ... like monster , The one time when i got to know her better was when we were organizing a surprise birthday party for cheryl ^^ , it was soo much fun wrapping the present , baking the cake and eating marshmallows :D , And she was greAT giving advices to me when i popped white heads on my forehead :) , And when i quarelled with mx i will normally tell her , and she will care sometimes , and say lol at the end of it , i think tt's what i like abt her , though we badmouthed each other before ... ^^

1.12.2010

Today damn bored so , starting from today i will start doing blog post for my beloved frens :D , first of cos will be my bff lar , Neo Na nyang :D , she is the one who always be by mine side when i need her , she give me good advice at times , and really entertains me well ^.^ , She listens to my sick stories , and some haolian ones :D although she is bossy and unreasonable at times , i still love her no matter wat cos she still cares for me . At times , she is having bad mood , she let it out on me :( and i cant really control me temper too :) so we will end up quarreling , badmouthing each other and calling each other names , but normally a few days ltr , we will be back to square one again :) And she knows i damn hate to say sorry :( i dk why lar , but no matter wat i just dont like to say sorry when it comes to serious matters even though i am in the wrong , i also love her cos she bickers with me like no ending to it :D , and sometimes she praises me but she hate it when i start prasing mself and smirks when others praises me , due to cos she is jealous hahaah jkjk :D I will srsly miss those times when u let me sajiao , and do things tt i like but u dont really like :) and understands me when i am sad :D hope tt we can meet up often in future , hope tt i wont forget u :D

17.11.2010

Hello ! :D was happy again after getting to eat strawberry tart from bakerzin :D

16.11.2010

Shout out to the one who confesses to me 3 times hor .. u know who u are , dun be a hyprocrite lar , Want to like people still dk my real and fake self , i dun like u then u want how ? { make me regret? } wat kind of guy are u ? ask my frens not fren me ? wat generation liao still fren dun fren .. -.- i just wished tt i never met u at all lor , not to say still acept u as a fren { i regretted} , u pisses me off , still want like me ? cant get me ? dun need to sad until cut urself lar, want my attention nia .. -.- lame lor , use your brains and think lar , which girl will want a guy who badmouth and sabotage the girl he like ? no one !! u find me one girl who accepts this kind of guy like u , i say u pro -.- , And those people who judge me today , u know who u r lar hor ! dun need me name out rite .. { if u want , u are ultra thick skin lor , want me name out but dare not admit! } Let me tell u something dun judge me even if u know me lar hor.. u know me ultra well meh ? even my parents no judge nor criticise me , u stand where wor?! {to criticise me }
Those who judge me has double the no life and is wearing double the mask , that the normal fakers are wearing .. So in plain words u are all just HYPOCRITES ! , If u all cant except flaws , just dont get close to me nor befren with me {simple rite?!} dun after know me liao , still become my goodfren or even worse bestfren then ltr behind me badmouth me lar , then i confront u , u say u never talk abt me ?! Arent u all way more no life then me ? FAKERS !

27.10.2010

But somehow i just cant forget u... all along trying to get your attention , thats it . I wonder has my feeling for u fade or wat?! Now when i see u , my heart dont beat fast , u talk to me , i wont be shy to dont answer , when u were flirting i dont feel anything , but somehow i will still recall those happy memories we have with each other ,and i hope u remember them too :) , but it seems that the feeling has fade ....
i wonder whether to continue crushing on you , on just set my sights on some other guy ... -.- {somehow mao dun here }

26.10.2010

After making some observations , i realised all along i have been bluffing myself tt he may like me too .. somehow.. but i was soo wrong , i am just gonna start forgetting him from today in order to have happy and wonderful feelings for other guys who likes me for who i am and appreciate me for who i am . And not using me to , spite any girls :) I rather u had a crush on me , instead of me crushing on u ...

2.10.2010

Hey hey hey !!! GOt all wat i wanted for children day , except A GAME called jojo fashion show 3 , hmph !! still must wait until dont know when hiaz... sorry guys lazy to upload those photos but if u want u can go and see the album i created on facebook :) And in another 4 days time it is PSLE hope i can get 230 hiaz.. bye :)

1/10/2010

HEY guys !! Happy children day !! haha although i havent got all my gifts yet ... but i am sure soon all will be here by saturday :) i will do it on another day about my children day "s gifts
HIAZ /..... today heart broken into many pieces ... When i see you with another girl chatting happily , making them laugh , seeing them making u smile , it just hurts me ~ i tot i could just let you go ... but i cant ... now i tell myself if u dont show me any care just let me go gently ... and i will just let it go too ^.^ '


IF you dont appreciate me , dont break my heart nor play with my feelings !

20.9.2010

Hey ! YO! haha hmm ... have lots to talk abt but.... let me summarise it ~ soo 1st of all soon it is going to be my last children day as.. i am12 this year !!! hiaz ... next year going to be 13 ler , YEAh !! Teenager ler next year ^.^ . So seriously i hope to get alot of presents for children day { heehee , hinting to all of u arr... } And another thing is today that Neo na nyang ask me post abt her ~ haha pervert , keep on laugh , tell me jokes , although i feel she abit sot sometimes but i still appreciate her sense of humour ?~ better then her bad temper ... definetly dont need to say :p And soon in another 17 days time it is going to be PSLE haha my first important examinations u know! hahah abit excited as i can get freedom in another 17 days time ! nrvous n scared becos ltr result come out i maybe will faint { not good then will faint ~] hiaz,... -.- good nitez ^.^
Wait !!! havent finish yet .... ermmm. i have already completed vampire knight { the two whole seasons ^^} Kaname senpai soo handsome ... zero also .... envy Yuuki -sama alot ~
Now watching , Ouran high school host club n kaichou wa maid sama ~ arsh ! Misaki n Usui soo sweet soo romantic , in ouran high school club the best that i like is the twins , tamaki senspai , Honey senpai and haruhi ^.^ go n watch then can talk more to me ~ >3

31.8.2010

Sobs , sobs , wailing a few mins ago just now .... becos of a stupid cut on my leg , although it is not an intentional one but it looks ugly on my leg !!! soo when i look at it , i started crying ... Cheryl u should know tt i dont cry often or maybe 1 year cry 2 times only ... but this time becos of this cut i cried ... i felt soo sad , but also no choice , blame it on my carelessness ~ sobs... U all might think tt it is just a cut .. wont how der lar , but i scared it cant be alright like it used to be .... hiaz.... i cry soo much until my eyes want to swollen ler ~ forget it think about the happy things , tmr i am going out with mx and i have great frens all around me { try putting a smile up } :/

29.8.2010

HEY HEY HEY !!! I miss u All viewers ! love ya ! HAha feeling so hyper now ! Dont know why also ?! , soo lets start with the good memories which have been etched in my heart. is tt now since prelims is already over soon it is going to be PSLE , and i seriosly hope to get good results ! And after PSLE i hope tt those i invite to go out with cheryl and i will accept it politley ..... , dont give me no face.... -.- BTW i really miss hymn these few days hiaz... my number 1 when r u going to speak to me like we use to again... sianz... And just a reminder to all , watever u say to me that is negative , i will turn a deaf ear to them cos is either u r jealous of me , or u r just being unfreindly to me ^_^

13.8.2010

Today is my Daddy's birthday . Sorry daddy for not wishing u a happy birthday , i froget all about it , anyway u also never off today .. haha i will give your Bdae gift to u tmr lar ! haha , Btw seriously , i really am stressed out by the exams date haha , Hope everbody who know me will wish me good luck on every exams ^^



And i want to wish goodluck to the above people i listed here .


Cheryl neo
Isabelle soh
Natalie eng
Shuanne
Marilyn
Weiyin
Cleon aw
Chen zhaoxing
Alvin toh
Lavania
Peh jing wen
yup tt all about it ... good luck guys ^^

27.7.2010

U always say i act cute ?! PLS lar , use your common sense can anot ?! u think i very free arr , everytime act cute... So what if i act ?! Do u need to just keep commenting on it , Or judge it ?! U dont have to !!! But u just seem to be soo free to do soo , So if u say i am unreasonable , pls think twice , watever i do , dont bothers u at all , or maybe u can also say None Of Your Businesse!
I want to thank cleon for pei-ing me for lunch , and ya thx alot !!!
<3 lessons
<3 Snacks

Hate : Sabotaging

24/7/2010

Had a great day with Cheryl neo , Zhao xing & Cleon ! We went to causeway point for a phototaking and lunch , During lunch , it seriously is irritating with somebody kicking your leg and throwing ice at u ... while u r eating your burger !!!!! And durin the movie time cleon just kept saying that he is full and stuff haha , The best part was when we were at The park , we played catching and we sweated profusley hmmm ... hope we can get more of this times ~ muazks love today to the max !

18.7.2010

Today my little monster super adorable lor ~ She ask me to accompany her sleep afternoon nap , i say i dont want then she keep on say pls , soo cute , actually wanted to take photo with her but no camera =( . Arr soo super adorable :) wish she can everyday treat me soo good =)

15.7.2010

Hey~ today was not a good day at all !!!! Grrr..... irritating , annoying , horrible!
On 14.7.2010 , has already plan with cheryl to stay in the libaray till 3.45pm but something crop up due to her personal reason. And that seriously anger me lots~
And she didnt tell me in school , tt make me feels she is irresponsible . And another thing is when we surprise her infront of her house , she only told wat is her personal reason , to isabelle . And i was like....... i am the one who is being left out by u and u dont tell me the reason , soo unresonable lor. Then still tell cleon that i use natalie , annoyed by u ! Call cheryl at about 9 plus , then she give me those sian voice like i own her like tt , then after tt i give her sian voice or maybe a little ;louder only then she keep on complain , soo irritated ! But the good thing is isabelle and natalie came to my hse =) And we had a great time .

5.7.2010 * special post*

So since u dont want my forgiveness , forget it , like as if i got force u to ask me for forgiveness ! U said u TOLERATE & PACIFY me ?! U sure bo? dont anyhow praise yourself leh! U tired of our frenship then just give up lar , Nobody ask u to hang there like an idiot wat... And pls dont put words up into my mouth kay?! I never apologise cos i dont feel i am in the wrong . And this time we quarrel , it is all your fault kay ? u started it first , example : your stupid lame jokes tt hurts... and when i told u i dont like it . your reply was ... " my problem is it ?!" N tt was the reason we quarrel , soo in actual , i am in no wrong at all ... And how come i didnt see u infront of isabelle tell her " i hate u!" as a joke... It seems tt u love seeeing me jealous becos of u ...
Like i care?! I more sick n tired sia , And pls for goodness sake we dont even had a 10 year fren relationship at all lor , stop writing it as if it was some kind of great deal ! And seriously i will choose mx instead of u =)
BYE ~

5.7.2010

Having moodswing now , dunno wat really happen to me , but the feeling seems down to me ~ Tmr having group meeting , haha , hope nth will go wrong , cos i am having a sore throat hiaz... And 1 thing that make me piss off is tt why r U swearing all over the place , i was like innocent lor ! maybe not very innocent but still quite wat~

2.7.2010

HAha.. now u're telling me that u really regret it ... Once again i will just tell u , its all too late to apologise .
Cos i have already given u the chance to be a bestie to me at tt moment , when i told u tt i dont like your jokes , but u dont seem to care. And whenever we quarrel , u say u will change but did u ? NO , i will say cos i dont feel it , Maybe i will only talk to u in group works or watever ~ but pls dont take it seriously cos i am not going to have the thought of forgiving u ....