27.10.2010

But somehow i just cant forget u... all along trying to get your attention , thats it . I wonder has my feeling for u fade or wat?! Now when i see u , my heart dont beat fast , u talk to me , i wont be shy to dont answer , when u were flirting i dont feel anything , but somehow i will still recall those happy memories we have with each other ,and i hope u remember them too :) , but it seems that the feeling has fade ....
i wonder whether to continue crushing on you , on just set my sights on some other guy ... -.- {somehow mao dun here }

26.10.2010

After making some observations , i realised all along i have been bluffing myself tt he may like me too .. somehow.. but i was soo wrong , i am just gonna start forgetting him from today in order to have happy and wonderful feelings for other guys who likes me for who i am and appreciate me for who i am . And not using me to , spite any girls :) I rather u had a crush on me , instead of me crushing on u ...

2.10.2010

Hey hey hey !!! GOt all wat i wanted for children day , except A GAME called jojo fashion show 3 , hmph !! still must wait until dont know when hiaz... sorry guys lazy to upload those photos but if u want u can go and see the album i created on facebook :) And in another 4 days time it is PSLE hope i can get 230 hiaz.. bye :)

1/10/2010

HEY guys !! Happy children day !! haha although i havent got all my gifts yet ... but i am sure soon all will be here by saturday :) i will do it on another day about my children day "s gifts
HIAZ /..... today heart broken into many pieces ... When i see you with another girl chatting happily , making them laugh , seeing them making u smile , it just hurts me ~ i tot i could just let you go ... but i cant ... now i tell myself if u dont show me any care just let me go gently ... and i will just let it go too ^.^ '


IF you dont appreciate me , dont break my heart nor play with my feelings !

20.9.2010

Hey ! YO! haha hmm ... have lots to talk abt but.... let me summarise it ~ soo 1st of all soon it is going to be my last children day as.. i am12 this year !!! hiaz ... next year going to be 13 ler , YEAh !! Teenager ler next year ^.^ . So seriously i hope to get alot of presents for children day { heehee , hinting to all of u arr... } And another thing is today that Neo na nyang ask me post abt her ~ haha pervert , keep on laugh , tell me jokes , although i feel she abit sot sometimes but i still appreciate her sense of humour ?~ better then her bad temper ... definetly dont need to say :p And soon in another 17 days time it is going to be PSLE haha my first important examinations u know! hahah abit excited as i can get freedom in another 17 days time ! nrvous n scared becos ltr result come out i maybe will faint { not good then will faint ~] hiaz,... -.- good nitez ^.^
Wait !!! havent finish yet .... ermmm. i have already completed vampire knight { the two whole seasons ^^} Kaname senpai soo handsome ... zero also .... envy Yuuki -sama alot ~
Now watching , Ouran high school host club n kaichou wa maid sama ~ arsh ! Misaki n Usui soo sweet soo romantic , in ouran high school club the best that i like is the twins , tamaki senspai , Honey senpai and haruhi ^.^ go n watch then can talk more to me ~ >3

31.8.2010

Sobs , sobs , wailing a few mins ago just now .... becos of a stupid cut on my leg , although it is not an intentional one but it looks ugly on my leg !!! soo when i look at it , i started crying ... Cheryl u should know tt i dont cry often or maybe 1 year cry 2 times only ... but this time becos of this cut i cried ... i felt soo sad , but also no choice , blame it on my carelessness ~ sobs... U all might think tt it is just a cut .. wont how der lar , but i scared it cant be alright like it used to be .... hiaz.... i cry soo much until my eyes want to swollen ler ~ forget it think about the happy things , tmr i am going out with mx and i have great frens all around me { try putting a smile up } :/

29.8.2010

HEY HEY HEY !!! I miss u All viewers ! love ya ! HAha feeling so hyper now ! Dont know why also ?! , soo lets start with the good memories which have been etched in my heart. is tt now since prelims is already over soon it is going to be PSLE , and i seriosly hope to get good results ! And after PSLE i hope tt those i invite to go out with cheryl and i will accept it politley ..... , dont give me no face.... -.- BTW i really miss hymn these few days hiaz... my number 1 when r u going to speak to me like we use to again... sianz... And just a reminder to all , watever u say to me that is negative , i will turn a deaf ear to them cos is either u r jealous of me , or u r just being unfreindly to me ^_^